January 2010
#8. When you see me (or my feet) in the restroom...
(via thehandbook) HAHHAAHAH ^^ this is one of those mildly funny things that made me laugh hysterically (:
Jan 31st
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A new adjustment
I think kindness is truly the most appealing quality. When i glimpse that true little bit of light (it usually leaks out through their smiles and eyes) i am fixed.  I want nothing more than to rush and embrace them in tears, and never let go. But this goes against the social norms.  How sad. »Tidbit: this is why i want things to move along with this new boy.  Because society accepts the...
Jan 31st
Absence
I’ve decided i do miss you. extremely. No, i don’t miss your kisses or embraces, your snide humor and confusing moods, your apathy to others and your heartless nature, but i do miss you. I miss hearing your voice every day.  I miss seeing the way your eyes would light up when you saw me.  I miss your beautiful smile. »Tidbit: I really hope you don’t read this.
Jan 31st
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When do you realize your friends don’t love you quite as much as you had hoped? Today was so beautiful. 
Jan 30th
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preparations. 3 2 1 liftoff.
Ever time i start to write, i stop. and delete. It’s just not good enough.  Remember that promise i made in my first post? Well, I dont think i can keep it i’m depressed I decided i want to talk about myself and my lame life I need somewhere where i don’t have to love my friends, somewhere where no one cares about my future, somewhere where poetry and heart and raw tension...
Jan 29th
I wish I were a robot. (complete with sound...
If i was a robot, i would be terrifying. (grrrrrr) If i was a robot, i would eat metal bolts for breakfast. (munchcrunchmunch) If i was a robot, i would blow things up with my lazer eyeballs (phew! phewphew!) If i was a robot, i wouldn’t have to worry about being fat. cause i’d be made of steeeel (zinggggggggggsteel) If i was a robot, i would fly. (weeeeeeeeeeee!) If i was a...
Jan 28th
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I think its unfair that teachers assume we pay attention and listen to their blabber for 7 hours, and then go home and do 4 more hours of homework.  There’s a dull pounding in my head, in that little space between my eyebrows.  Could the little hammer inside my skull be tapping for a soft spot? a way out? todays little musical comfort: “waving at the shore” soothing. happy....
Jan 27th
This is your life - the killers.
^^ listen to that. not because it has any relevance to what i’m about to talk about. just because its an amazing song. Today was full of bile.  I can’t get its bitter taste out of my mouth, no matter how much i grind my teeth.  My sour smile is set on my face with glue.  Even my very favorite soup, cambells chicken noodle »Tidbit: its so good.»  doesnt give me  my usual...
Jan 27th
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"It's hard to make a conversation when he's taking...
Once again, taylor swift, you have taken the words right out of my mouth. and made them into a beautiful song, of course. But have you ever met someone so truly wonderful, and beautiful, and absolutely flawless that you were at loss of words when you saw him? i know i have. I must have.  I think i have. There’s no way to tell exactly. It’s hard to remember first impressions anyways. ...
Jan 26th
Haiku.
Internet breaks hearts Especially when it dies Before i published. »»But true to my word, my fingertips now grasp a rainbow.
Jan 26th
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“A daydream is a meal at which images are eaten. Some of us are gourmets, some...”
Jan 25th
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It's hard to dream when you can't keep your eyes...
Its sunday.  Sleep, though sounding very appealing early in the day, has been long forgotten after i had about 20 of those little dove chocolates. You know, those thumbsized bits of brightly wrapped beauty, with a little “feel good” message on the inside wrapping.  haha! i love those messages. —try something new this week —make the most of today —love is the...
Jan 25th